Sorry to hear that. If you are afraid you are going to hurt yourself or your family, please get rid of the guns. Don't keep them at home.Thanks guys. I'm all good. It's probably more surreal than anything else. Obviously very sad for those families, including the shooter's.
Welcome to America.
I will say that it's made me much less tolerant of gun fuckers and their bullshit.
I used to love shooting, and next to guitar it was my oldest hobby. I started shooting when I was a child. But after the shooting I just gave it up. I disassembled everything and locked it away. I want my safe thrown in the lake when I die. It's not worth it and I'm ashamed it took me so long to do it.