You seem to have more than your share of medical issues. I've got other problems (don't we all) but I'm stubbornly refusing to let it get me down!
When recently making electronic music, I became 98% composer and 2% player since I barely play keyboard, and the rest is ITB. Definitely fun, like writing for an orchestra, but I've been missing the physical fusion with the music that can be experienced with an instrument you know well.
I did a lot of guitar exercises before - I just want to have the ability to perform what I (intended) to write! Other than that I've resigned becoming a demon shredder.
But I need to find a new relevant expression for my guitar playing.... Sure, I enjoy playing modernised 80:s thrash, but I feel it has been done enough in the past from a composition point of view, I need a new angle.
Anyway, get your fingers together (quit smoking if you are) and keep in touch!
Thanks man. I would promote more if you didnt have to pay for it. that is the one thing i dont like about this site. Any builder that sells in any form has to pay for a commercial subscription to be able to promote.
Can't argue with that! Girls here are really cute. I myself am Russian, though (born in Kazakhstan). As for the role in history... We're on it! Being in the center of Eurasia really helps! BTW, Italy is also appealing to me, totally in my traveling list, next to California state and Australia! If my job will ever allow time to travel, lol.